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nervousity is a daily ingredient in my life at the moment

i hate it

and somehow, i kinda like it.

you make me confused

promotion

so, a while ago i found out i might get promoted, and today i did.. it's not a big deal, but i'll have a bigger reponsibility and access to some of the programs i havn't ad access to before.
and seeing as i've only been there about 5 months, i'm extremely overwhelmed..:)

i hope i'll be able to live up to their expectations.

30 minutes on the phone with the good old days

skype is my friend,

i mean, to be able to talk to you for 30 minutes just like in the good old days, that beats everything!
it's insane , the fact that we havn't actually spoken for about 7 months, but in some weird way it felt just like yesterday! and that's what friends are for! and now i'm super excited to go see you in april! yey!

much loves and kisses!

i miss you

and today, when i saw this picture of the real natural you, i realized how far away you really are,

and,

I MISS YOU

things are happening all of a sudden

and as a flash of light, all of my free time the coming weeks/month disappeared...
so, i got a job as an aerobic/step instructor at the local work ou facility, which is what's taking all my time... three weekends in a row will be spent working out a LOT. weekend 1 (feb 1-3) is the dance-a-thon in ö-vik, so i guess that's one of MY free weekends.. weekend # 2 (feb 8-10) will be spent learning how to teach step/aerobic and most of all, weekend #3 will be spent in stockholm, learning the bascis of afro power dance! :D
yey!
btw, that week is gonna be crazy, first, there's that course on feb 8-10th, feburary 11th is THE day, (that is the day of the alter bridge concert) which means i'll be going to stockholm, then back again on the 12th, to work 13-14, and then back to stockholm again on feb 15th through 17th.. wooooha, but i'm looking forward to it!
and to manage to have all these three weekends free from work, i've worked a little magic with my schedule, (which i'm gonna have to persuade my boss to agree with tomorrow), which basically means that i'll be working 5 weekends in a row (tis was the 4th one, number 5 is next week) but it'll all work out just fine! :)
okey, so if u didn't get shit out of what i just wrote, i totally understand, but hey, sometimes a girl has to write something to clear her mind.
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april 9th-23rd
i've decided those are the dates for my return to the homeland (well, almost, my second home at least), i'm just gonna call dre and make sure those dates are fine with her! :)

loves and kisses and off to bed!

everything since then..

almost a month has passed since i last wrote, probably cuz there's not muxch to say.. spend my days at work and my evenings doing nothing much.. but it's all good.

christmas and new years were spent with family and friends just as it's supposed to, new years was pretty perfect, no drama, just some friends and i, under dressed in our sweats, a very successful new years eve!

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27 days left 'til the dance-a-thon in Ö-vik, wiii! looking forward to it a lot!
the week after that i'm going to stockholm to see ALTER BRIDGE! that's totally insane!!!
:)

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over and out.