haha,
it seems like some things are always written in stone...
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
yep, it's (almost at least) official.
I'm not taking the job.
I told my boss yesterday, and even though she'd hoped until the end that i'd accept the offer, i think she knew somewhere deep inside that i wouldn't.
Now i just have to tell all my colleagues that i'm leaving after new years. Told Fredrik yesterday, and i'm planning on telling everybody friday at the latest.
That's the hardest part, telling all of my friends that i'm leaving and not coming back! :(
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Today i'm dropping off lina at the train around noon (she's going on her big backpacking trip) and then i'm going bowling with C. :)
it's a great life! :D
I'm not taking the job.
I told my boss yesterday, and even though she'd hoped until the end that i'd accept the offer, i think she knew somewhere deep inside that i wouldn't.
Now i just have to tell all my colleagues that i'm leaving after new years. Told Fredrik yesterday, and i'm planning on telling everybody friday at the latest.
That's the hardest part, telling all of my friends that i'm leaving and not coming back! :(
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Today i'm dropping off lina at the train around noon (she's going on her big backpacking trip) and then i'm going bowling with C. :)
it's a great life! :D
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Friday, September 26, 2008
the interview
okey, so i guess i should write something about that interview yesterday..
what interview? you might say.. ehm, i dunno how to say it in english, but the interview was for a spot that opened up at work, as a deputy store manager..( i have NO IDEA if that's the word for it, but i hope you all know what i mean)
anyways, i'd told my boss that i'll be leaving by new years, and i felt good about that.
Then, a couple of days later, she all of a sudden tells me that this spot is opening up and that she want's me to apply for it (and this, i might add, was a BIG shock for me, since i didn't really think i'd go any further than i already had)...
so anyways, after a looong discussion with myself, my mom and basically everyone else close to me, i decided to apply for the job and just see what happens (still not decided if i really wanted it)
So yesterday i went to that job interview, set on being a 100% honest about not knowing if i wanted the job or not and about my plans on going travelling.. and it went really well, at least i think so,,
they basically finished the interview saying "you have to go home and decide what you want, you can't fo this for anyone but yourself, YOU have to want it. "
so yeah, i went home, and thought about it, and then i went downtown and looked up prizes for trips around south america. and i think i decided to go. to see the world.
not to stay here and get stuck at siba, even though it's an awesome opportunity and that it might (and probably will ) lead to a job as store manager within a year or two. not that i don't like siba, cuz i really do, but i'm not sure it's what i want to do for the rest of my life (or even only the closest one two or three years)
still haven't told my boss this, which might be a good idea, but then again, i actually don't know how the interview went, it might have gone completely the opposite way and they're not even considering me. you never know.. so i'm gonna wait, and not tell them until i have to..
south america - HERE I COME!
yey!
what interview? you might say.. ehm, i dunno how to say it in english, but the interview was for a spot that opened up at work, as a deputy store manager..( i have NO IDEA if that's the word for it, but i hope you all know what i mean)
anyways, i'd told my boss that i'll be leaving by new years, and i felt good about that.
Then, a couple of days later, she all of a sudden tells me that this spot is opening up and that she want's me to apply for it (and this, i might add, was a BIG shock for me, since i didn't really think i'd go any further than i already had)...
so anyways, after a looong discussion with myself, my mom and basically everyone else close to me, i decided to apply for the job and just see what happens (still not decided if i really wanted it)
So yesterday i went to that job interview, set on being a 100% honest about not knowing if i wanted the job or not and about my plans on going travelling.. and it went really well, at least i think so,,
they basically finished the interview saying "you have to go home and decide what you want, you can't fo this for anyone but yourself, YOU have to want it. "
so yeah, i went home, and thought about it, and then i went downtown and looked up prizes for trips around south america. and i think i decided to go. to see the world.
not to stay here and get stuck at siba, even though it's an awesome opportunity and that it might (and probably will ) lead to a job as store manager within a year or two. not that i don't like siba, cuz i really do, but i'm not sure it's what i want to do for the rest of my life (or even only the closest one two or three years)
still haven't told my boss this, which might be a good idea, but then again, i actually don't know how the interview went, it might have gone completely the opposite way and they're not even considering me. you never know.. so i'm gonna wait, and not tell them until i have to..
south america - HERE I COME!
yey!
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Monday, September 15, 2008
dance-a-thon - again
and again and again and again and again and again..
I just wanna dance agaaaaain! lalalalalalaaaaaa
as you all may have realized, my weekend was awesome! Yet another dance-a-thon in Örnsköldvik, and yet again it was great! about 17 hours of dancing in two days, about 2000 km on swedish highways and then that little stop by Linköping on our way back.. just to get some dance-cravings out of our systems! :)
thanks to all of you who made my weekend the best one in a very long time!
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Monday, September 8, 2008
so today i did it.
i told my boss that i'm not coming back after the trip lisa and i
are planning to do this coming spring.
and it felt kinda good.
Good to know it's only four months left of boredom
but at the same time i know i'm gonna miss it, especially the ppl there..
decided not to tell the others yet, i'm gonna wait a while...
but yeah, it definately feels good!
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4 days left!
i told my boss that i'm not coming back after the trip lisa and i
are planning to do this coming spring.
and it felt kinda good.
Good to know it's only four months left of boredom
but at the same time i know i'm gonna miss it, especially the ppl there..
decided not to tell the others yet, i'm gonna wait a while...
but yeah, it definately feels good!
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4 days left!
Friday, September 5, 2008
new decisions
i think i decided to quit my job.
not right now, but around new years.
feels damn good. when i'm not at work.
cuz i know how much they want me there.
and i hate disappointing ppl.
well, i still think i made my decision..
i'm not a hundred percent sure yet,
but i never planned to be there this long
and i don't wanna get stuck at a place
with no opportunities.
and as my mom said:
"you won't be satisfied, because you know what you're capable of"
and i think she's right.
not right now, but around new years.
feels damn good. when i'm not at work.
cuz i know how much they want me there.
and i hate disappointing ppl.
well, i still think i made my decision..
i'm not a hundred percent sure yet,
but i never planned to be there this long
and i don't wanna get stuck at a place
with no opportunities.
and as my mom said:
"you won't be satisfied, because you know what you're capable of"
and i think she's right.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
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